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Love Does Not Mean Losing Yourself:
Is Your Relationship Intimate or Dependent?
"Emotional value is essential."
So many begin working hard to praise, validate, soothe, and ease their partner's insecurities.
Yet over time, many feel increasingly exhausted.
Because they have turned love into a job.
Wondering every single day:
- * Did I provide enough emotional value?
- * Did I tend to his feelings?
- * Was I considerate enough?
- * Did I meet all her needs?
Eventually, the other person's emotions become all important,
while you matter less and less.
This is where imbalance quietly takes root in relationships.
Through the lens of the Lapis Light System:
emotional value itself is not flawed.
The real crux is whether you give from love,
or from fear of abandonment.
These two appear identical on the surface,
yet their core is worlds apart.
When It Is Appropriate to Provide Emotional Value
When someone possesses basic recentering capacity on their own,
they are vulnerable once in a while,
need comfort once in a while,
need understanding once in a while,
and wish to be seen once in a while.
This is a natural human longing.
For instance:
when he encounters work setbacks, he hopes you will say:
"I know how hard you worked."
When she feels unwell, she appreciates gentle check ins.
When he finishes a milestone, he hopes you share his joy.
When she feels scared, she hopes for a warm embrace.
These are natural currents of intimacy,
the reciprocal currency of love.
Providing emotional value here,
is not because the other is empty of self love,
but because you cherish each other.
As you offer it, you feel unspent,
and even nourished.
Because it flows naturally,
never as a chore,
never as an obligation.
When You Should Not Fulfill Their Emotional Value
When a partner dumps all responsibility for their emotional regulation onto you,
trouble begins.
For instance:
he demands daily proof that you love him.
He demands instant message replies around the clock.
He demands nonstop flattery and praise.
He demands you always take his side unquestioningly.
He demands you surrender your boundaries,
merely to appease his insecurity.
You will notice,
these demands are never sporadic, but a bottomless pit.
Soothed today, they erupt tomorrow,
and mutate into fresh dread the day after.
Because what is truly lacking,
is not your affirmation,
but his own inner connection with himself.
The Lapis Light System holds an essential insight:
someone who lacks recentering capacity,
turns their partner into an external emotional thermostat.
Anxious, they demand your soothing.
Empty, they demand your presence.
Worthless, they demand your praise.
Insecure, they demand your guarantees.
Over time,
you discover you are no longer a lover,
but an emotional babysitter,
or even an unpaid therapist,
nursing their inner wounded child day and night,
while nobody cares for yours.
How to Discern Whether You Should Give
There is a straightforward compass.
Ask yourself:
if I decline to satisfy this demand right now,
can they remain centered and stable on their own?
If the answer is:
yes.
Then it is simply a healthy exchange of love.
You may freely give.
If the answer is:
no.
They collapse, lash out, emotionally manipulate,
blame, shame, employ silent treatment,
or threaten to leave.
Then know this clearly:
what they seek is not love,
it is codependency.
In that scenario,
the more you cater to it, the worse it becomes.
Because you are abetting their avoidance of facing themselves.
Truly Healthy Emotional Value
It is not my job to manufacture your happiness,
nor is it your job to secure my peace.
Rather, it is:
I have the sovereignty to care for my own feelings,
and I willingly walk alongside yours in love.
These are two vastly different realms.
The former is dependence;
the latter is true intimacy.
Many imagine love to be:
"You fulfill my needs."
Mature love is truly:
"I tend to myself first, then love you whole."
A lasting union is never two deprived souls endlessly feeding on each other.
It is two grounded beings returning to themselves,
sharing love together.
One day you will understand,
someone who truly loves you will never expect you to be their oxygen.
They breathe on their own.
And holding your hand,
they take in the landscape with you.
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